Blunder , Wondering , Depression
Thursday, June 07, 2012 | 0 little sweet note [s]
This night feel like no direction to go ,no space to breath. So mny questions keep plying around my head :'/ Keep pushing me to do something. I could't see you,meet you so i fell some doubt on you. I feel like you cover up something from me even i ask mny times ' is it something wrong or did you do something wrong ', you will not tell me about tht until i know about it by myself or from my friends. Where is my position in your heart? I didnt say tht you are liar, i just want something btter that can make me feel that you will never lie to me or try to impose me.Yes , i admit sometime i texting and clling with other guys but i will tell you after tht. What i already did, where had i been and mny more. I keep hoping you can do the same thing like what i do. I just want you beng honest with me everytime even knowing the truth is hurt sometimes but its okay as long you being honest. Thats enough for me. Mybe im overly dominate your life , it's because im scared to losing you.*they said love is like a toy. When it's new, it's so loves and dont want to lend it to others, doesn't want anybody touching it and don't want to let go of it. Yes, it's being taken care of, but down side is, it's being played so many times