Mess UP!
Monday, December 31, 2012 | 0 little sweet note [s]
Stress is eating at me every minute and second of the day, how do I cope with the horibble effects and make it go away? I feel so tired and run out from my bedroom, and run into back. Lie on my bed but I dont sleep. I lie in a bed at night and wonder why it runs so deep. Everyone ask why do You look so sad. I tell them that my stress is eating me up and that I feel really bad. Does everyone notice how I walk around in a daze, and that I have deep black bags under my eyes nowdays. I wake up every morning feeling so hopeless, like nothing ever goes right and wondering why my life has to be such a mess. Stress is my one worst enemy,its taken over my mind and my whole life in every single degree. My own mistake when I give a hope to someone else to help me to decrease my stress. I should make it alone. I need more strength to make it work. Hmm but how?
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