You Let Me Go So EASILY.
Sunday, January 20, 2013 | 0 little sweet note [s]
But I already DID. Lose myself trying to hold onto You but You doesnt even care about losing me. That so diffrent. Because Im too scared to lose You but Youre not. Honestly, if I keep thinking all the thing You had been through all this time, its not Your fault gave up on me, gave up with this relantionship. Youre tired with the fight,argue,unrespect, and most of all, MYSELF. Thats why I think You deserve someone better than me even though Im not the one ask for a break. I said ' Let me go if You doesnt love and miss me anymore' and You let me go away. What I can say about it? Did You read my tweet? I think You read it already. Hope You can think more than what You read on my twitter. Im the one who really deeeply deadly and fucking love You. I miss You all the time, when I wake up, when I go to school, when I go to the town, and mostly before I go to sleep. EVERYTIME Your name keep running in my head, when I close my eyes I still can imagine and see Your face, Your voice, I still remember very well how You speak, laugh, cry and when You sing a song...for me..before I go to sleep. I miss all that. None of these memory between You and I that I cant miss. I cant do anything anymore. I feel so unwanted, unrespect, unspecial, not loved, not needed by anyone, sad, lonely, empty. Why You always decided to leave and break up? Why Amer? Im not leaving, I just want to watch how far You will chase me for the first time. I want to see if You will gonna fight to get me back or not. Dont forget to wake up early. You got a class to attend. I cant call to wake You up anymore bcause Im no one to You :) Soon or late, You will meet other girl to replace me. Just after You meet her, dont ever show Your face in front of me because I know. I know that I will cry so badly and get heartache when see You with other girl. Dont leave Your 'solat'. Take a good care of Yourself.
02.17 a.m.
20.01.13